Standby...

good to know.

2005-05-17T22:45:35Z

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

So that's good...I guess...all of that is based on questions about animals. ?

Cori graduated last night. Everyone is getting so old. I can't believe that she is really 18 and coming to LSU. Both she and Sarah are so hot now. My little cousins are hot. What is going on?

Oh summer...

2005-05-16T16:47:06Z

Yesterday was fantastic. I went to work at the Union, but we finished way early, so I decided to go to twelfth night rehearsal. AWESOME. I wish that I could see the show. It is going to rock. All of those kids are fabulous. This is quite an undertaking; I hope that they all realize that. I was impressed. I kept thinking, I should go home and work on projects or I should go home and work on my show...I don't have projects or shows right now. It's summer. So after rehearsal, I went swimming with a group of people and just hung out. I have not really done that with people in this department. Except for Melissa and a select few, but they don't count in this. I hope that I am invited to other outings of that sort. I had a great time. I did fall asleep during the movie though. I'm a loser that hadn't slept the last two nights. Oh well.
The Uties were fantastic. I think that everyone there had a good time or at least some good laughs. Some of those sketches were amazingly done. I am so excited about being an officer of UTA. I think that we are going to have a blast. And our officers are wonderful. Derrick, Alex and Elizabeth. We are going to have some good times just at our meetings. I wish that I would have thanked everyone more for my award.
So I think that I am over not getting to go to a summer stock. I will have fun here and traveling. I hope that I can get some $ saved though. Blah.
Michael comes in on Wednesday. I hope this trip doesn't turn into the last one. I'm sure that it won't, but IDK...I'm a little bit freaked out.
Ok, off to work. I really hope that I do not screw SMing this commencement. I have never even worked one before and I feel like if I do botch it, I have ruined people graduation. hmmm.

dontbealiar @ 2005-05-13T07:38:00

2005-05-13T14:41:35Z

Ok, so the response/adore thing is a good idea for people who have friends that read thier LJs. I guess that I forgot that I stopped posting years ago and people no longer read this. Very few people know that I have this and post.
Thanks, Ben, for actually reading my BS and everything else.

Too cute.

2005-05-13T01:20:16Z

I got this from a friend's LJ and I think it is a great idea. Please forgive me if I am slow on responding... still dealing with finals, ya know.

Reply with your name and I'll tell you something I adore about you.
Afterwards, copy and paste this into your own journal.

What else would I be?

2005-05-12T23:09:04Z

Your Inner European is Italian!

Passionate and colorful.

You show the world what culture really is.

Who's Your Inner European?

Oh yeah

2005-05-08T15:29:22Z

It's Sunday morning. I got to sleep in a little. I have a bowl of rice crispies and my puppy in my lap. Good times.
So yesterday was awesome and exhausting. I am so thankful that the first time I worked at the Plex was so good. I had a fabulous crew that let me mess with them and botch stuff. Curtis said that they would start calling me for hours. Very exciting. He also said that I was one of the best stagehands to come through there recently. That is a great compliment to me. And Miss Machita gave me a very nice tip.
Part of why yesterday was so exhausting was from staying up so late Friday night (No Pants Day). We were told that the official No Pants party was lame, so we had our own. I must admit that I am a little sore from Twister. The last day of classes was really good. Bertucci, Jon and I rolled down the indian mound after lunch. It was awesome. And we had lunch with pantsless Robert, Bertucci and Skye. Skye got yelled at. HAHAHA.
So anywho- today is mother's day. I have to go take pictures with Graham for the parent's renewal of vows next weekend and then go see You Can't Take It With You. It should be a pretty good day. Project work tonight. Maybe a phone date and some hanging out. Definitely more sleep tonight.
Happy Mother's day to all the motherly figures as well as the real mamas.

dontbealiar @ 2005-05-02T14:29:00

2005-05-02T20:24:36Z

So today we nominate for the Uties and give speeches to run for office. I guess since I am unopposed I am not going to worry about writing one. I can make something up if I need to. I don't need to sell myself to those bitches. It's not like they have a choice. J/J. I am excited about being VP though. I think that UTA is a great organization and can do awesome things.
Anywho- I can't believe that I am working at the plex this week. I'm so scared. I won't know my crew, the space or what I am doing. Plus, I had to take off at the Writing Center and my boss is mad at me. "This is the busiest week of the semester." I feel really bad, but as she said, I have to figure out what is important to me and, sorry, being a receptionist does not take priority over theatre. IDK if I am going to work here next semester. I love the people, but we are having some administrative changes that I do not feel are for the better. Hmmm.
I had a great time last night. Melissa is so cute. I am going to miss her SO much. I am so tired. I fell asleep still wearing my dress from the dinner party and with my face in The Tempest. I am pathetic. I guess that I should finish that now and start on my paperwork.

BenMonkey: isn't this the last week of actual class?

Oh yeah.

I <3 wasting time.

2005-04-28T20:35:22Z

Hmmm...

American Cities That Best Fit You:

65% Los Angeles

60% Chicago

60% Honolulu

60% Miami

55% Boston

Which American Cities Best Fit You?

Blizzah

2005-04-28T20:10:32Z

Good God, I do not want to do these projects. What is wrong with me? I think that I have a sinus infection. I cannot concentrate on anything. Blah. I have so already checked out on this semester. It's over. Summer is here. Yay.
I am dying to get another tatoo. Mohammad is supposed to designing one for my foot. I am so anxious. I wannit. I think that even though I will be here for most of my summer, I am going to have a good time. And I am really psyced about our road trip. It will be awesome. Going to LA is going to rock, too. Playing on the beach. Hell yeah.
But for now, alas, projects are due next week.

AWESOME

2005-04-28T05:26:26Z

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Woah dang

2005-04-23T21:53:49Z

WOW. I am shocked...
Anywho- so poker last night was interesting. I am glad that I went to the party. I'm sorry that some people didn't have a good time.
So the High School Rally this morning was not as bad as I expected it to be. I got hang out with a Sean and Bilal a little bit and Josh is freakishly like Nathan. I was kinda sad when he left.
Photocall tonight after the show. Then I think that I am going out with Eric J. Little. Good times will be had, I'm sure. I am also sure that I am going to be exhausted tonight. Little sleep last night and a LONG day. Hmmm.
So tomorrow we close Eurydice. I am glad in a way, I mean 3 weeks is a long time, but I am kinda sad too. I love my cast and crew. I was really lucky to be a part of this production. (Don't tell, but I have the best crew of the semester!) But what is really important about tomorrow is Passover and LOCUSTS!!! I think that Brad is going to ditch us (shock) but Alex and I will rock out with our cocks out (metaphorically, obviously). Ok. Time to get ready to go back to the theatre. I feel like I say that way too much...

NoGo

2005-04-15T19:52:34Z

So, yeah, nogo to Totem Pole. Carl called this morning. All positions filled. No worries. It will be a fun summer here...and traveling hopefully.
BFL, are you ready for the best road trip of your life?!

Spoon last night...good business. I haven't actually danced at a bar in forever. That was awesome.
Drunk frat guy that took his shirt off and humped everything/one: You are awesome. I hope one of your friends took pictures.

Good times.

2005-04-14T21:06:58Z

I am bored.
I don't really want to work on any of the projects that I should be. I don't really want to be at work. I think that I want to go home, play with my dog and take a nap. That would be nice. Cuddle up with my puppy and crash out until my show. That would be good business right about now.
So, I still don't know if my apt is being torn down. I am getting kind of frustrated. I need to know so that I can figure out what I am going to do. I guess that it won't be a big deal if I stay in town this summer. I wish that I knew about that, too. Totem Pole should call me. I doubt that they will take me, but I need a definite NO. This summer will be fun either way. If not, Road Trip! Alex and Abe, maybe others. Good times would be had by all. I wonder who's car we'd take? I would want mine, since I like to drive a stick and I like my car, but that could be hard on them. I know that Abe can drive it if I shift for her. I'm sure that I could teach Alex. Eh, we will cross that bridge if we come to it.
It would be so awesome to go to the Pole though. Hanging out with drunk Justin last night at the Chimes made me want to go even more.
Good times at the Chimes last night. Justin, Lisa, Odem, Brad and eventually Nick. Then S.J., Michelle, Tara, Mark and Brace showed up. Brad and Justin were GONE. It was hilarious. Odem was amusing as always. HE IS IN LOCUSTS. I mean really, how chill is that? Too bad he wasn't in Spring Break Shark Attack (AKA hot college co-eds with low self esteem get atacked by sharks). It's a shame that B. Dickie missed that one. And M. Chapman. Bitchass made me miss part of the movie. I am saddened that Melissa can't be with us. We may have to tape it and watch it again. I wish that we gad thought to tape SBSA. I would watch it all the time.
Speaking of movies that I want to watch...I need to see Closer now that it is out.
I guess that I should stop rambling and do something productive. Blah.

Stop thinking those thoughts. Not right now.

procrastination is my friend

2005-03-29T21:05:32Z

I have so much that I should be doing right now...
eh, it will all get done, right? Yes. It will.

No Worries.

That's my outlook on life now. No worries. I like it.
So Michael is coming in tonight. He ruined the surprise. I thought that he was coming in on Saturday, but NO. He totally gave it away last night. Goober. Oh well, it will be so nice to see him and actually be able to touch him and hear his voice not over the phone. Too bad I have very little time for him right now. We will make the best of the time we have, right? Yeah.
I am in such a blase mood today. Allergies are yucky.

ahh yes. I always come back to this cheesiness...

2005-03-28T22:11:16Z

What a crazy time this is. Do you know what its like to have things in your life that you were SO sure about suddenly seem fuzzy. The last several weeks have been interesting, but this last week was...REALLY interesting. A lot happened over Spring Break this year. Good times..and very good times...and not so good times. What a weird week.
I missed Big Nick. I know that we don't hang out all that often, but he makes me so happy. Like just being in the same room as Nick makes me smile sometimes. So I had to hang out with just Brad all week. I mean, I hung out with Melissa, Alex, Chapman, etc., but most of my out of shop time was with B-radley. We found ways to stay entertained, but I think that I may have overstayed my welcome. Oh well. I was so happy to go pick Nick up yesterday.
So I love Alex. She is just fabulous. I am so glad that she was on Lie crew. She's my heart. And it was nice to spend some time with Melissa before she leaves. i think that I am just going to cry when she's gone. We better stay in contact. How am I going to survive without calling her for SM info? I mean really?
So I am starting to get antsy about where I am going this summer. I just want to figure out so I can start planning. I have this strong feeling that I am going to end up not getting hired at any of the places that I applied. Or I will end up at Six Flags Magic Mountain. It would be fun, but...well, I will take whatever I can get at this point.
Maybe I should start using this again. Wow, I am a nerd.

intersting

2004-11-29T20:32:36Z

Looking back at this latest entry:
I am amused at how it contrasts with most of the other entries. In fact, it is the complete opposite. Well, that is interesting. It just makes me happier to see how far I have come.

hmm...live journal...

2004-11-29T20:27:07Z

So I was reading some other people's live journals...and maybe because it was just Thanksgiving...I am feeling very thankful. I know that this has been one of the craziest, busiest, most hectic and lonely semesters that I have had, but I am so lucky. I know what I want to do with my life and I am working toward that; like really, not just finishing school but working on shows and doing what I love. I have fabulous friends that don't get too mad at me when I don't call them back because I fell asleep at my computer redoing paperwork. I have a fantastic family that is SO supportive. And a boyfriend that is also incredibly supportive and we are so very in love and happy, even though he is 1,500 miles away. It has been hard not being to physically see him, but all-praise to Eyeball Chat. And although sleeping with a giant cow, named Cowch, hasn't been totally fulfilling, it also hasn't been too bad. Don't get me wrong, I still want to get the F* out of BR and La, and LSU for that matter, and I still get weighed down by school and work and not being to see the love of my life, etc., but... In the overall scheme of things, I have a great life and I think that it is way past time that other people realize the same about themselves. I am happy...stressed sometimes, but happy...and it feels so good to be able to say that and actually believe it.

This is totally cliche, but:
Take a minute. Examine your life. Figure out why you think it is so bad. Is it really? I mean, REALLY? If there are aspects that you are truly unhappy with, what can you do to alter that? It is YOUR life. Take control of it and do what it takes to find contentness, at least. Figure out what you really want, what your dreams are, and work for it, regardless of how outlandish it may seem now.

I guess that now that I am content with my life, I want everyone to feel it too. It is so satisfying and puts you at such ease. I know that I am being cheesy and whatever, sorry, but if you could only see...I wish that everyone could feel this pleased with their lives.

dontbealiar @ 2003-10-09T15:33:00

2003-10-09T20:41:16Z

so tired.
almost no sleep.
worked this morning.
almost fell asleep in class repeatedly.

today is not a good day.

dontbealiar @ 2003-10-04T14:01:00

2003-10-04T19:04:55Z

so i went to meestas parents house last night for a small gathering. im really glad that he invited me. it was nice to talk to him and adam again. im glad that his parents are on a cruise, but i really wanted to see them, too. :( oh well. thanks paul.

yay for being a productive and (somewhat) responsible member of society.

dontbealiar @ 2003-09-29T17:49:00

2003-09-29T22:52:30Z

what a shitty day.

i didnt want to get out of bed to begin with, but i did and as soon as i get on campus michael calls me and tells me that mike, a guy that he works with that i talked to a lot, killed himself last night.

it really makes you think about life, ya know.

RIP, Mike. You will be missed.

last night

2003-09-18T23:09:36Z

omg last night was insane.
lots of drinks flying, balls being hit, stuff getting knocked over and guys humping each other...
some making out, peeing on cars, throwing people in the pee on the car...

ok, so first off, i am SO glad that Aberi came. i love it when she comes. i miss hanging out with her.

secondly, stephen should always be there. it gats WAY more intersting when he comes. like the fact that he kissed me, abe and michael. it was hilarious! and only a few of us got to seehis penis while he was peeing on josh's car, unlike last time where everyone saw it.

third, matthew, cy, jess, shwill and master hoy, i am really glad that yall came. im sorry i didnt talk to you more, but i didnt want to leave abrie. i hope that yall had a good time and that my money went to great games of pool.

i hope that creepy old guy doesnt come back next week, he scared me. he kept making abe and me dance with him and he was so old and ugly and drunk. is was really gross and we felt violated. michael was getting pissed after he told the guy to back off of us like 3 times.

that was by far the best wednesday night yet.

dontbealiar @ 2003-09-17T19:05:00

2003-09-18T00:10:19Z

i started in the pharmacy at rite aid yesterday. it was hectic. there is so much info and i havent even gotten to the computer stuff. but it being that busy did make the time go by much faster, and that was nice since i had to be there at 8 am.

i worked for a couple of hours today... it was much better, much less busy.

i had two tests this morning. no fun. and i was so hungry that i had to skip my last class. i went to wendys bc i needed to eat stat and i was so dissapointed. my roomatetold me that the taco supremo salad was "SO good"...it wasnt that great. and it took forever to eat. and it wasnt that filling either dammit.

i should have stuck with the spicy chicken sandwich. what was i thinking?!

dontbealiar @ 2003-09-16T19:55:00

2003-09-17T00:57:34Z

ahhh.

i have 2 tests in the morning
but i dont care at all.

i should be studying or cleaning
but i dont care.

i have better things on my mind...
much better.

ahhhhhhh.

give now

2003-09-11T02:07:36Z

give.

now.

dontbealiar @ 2003-09-04T16:20:00

2003-09-04T21:31:57Z

blah
not a good day.
will only get worse.
blah.

i had a great time last night. i think that was the most fun i have ever had at a forgotten show. thanks for coming guys. thanks for buying me drinks cameron. thanks for still being goofy with me, matthew. i just love you, will. jake, you should try to smile more...youre goergous when you smile. jess, i hope that you had an ok time, you didnt seem to. :( im sorry.

so that was the most drunk i have been in years. i had a blast. and bc i hadnt eaten, it didnt take much. i almost never want to drink like that, but my guess is that i will want to for a bit until things settle down. i hope that happens quickly.
blah